It's a terrible thing to go through life thinking that you have a rock on your side when you haven't. Don't talk to me about rules, dear. Wherever I stay I make the god dam rules. First I lost weight, then I lost my voice, and now I've lost Onassis. I am not an angel and do not pretend to be. That is not one of my roles. But I am not the devil either. I am a woman and a serious artist, and I would like so to be judged. I cannot switch my voice. My voice is not like an elevator going up and down. I don't know what happens to me on stage. Something else seems to take over. I don't need the money, dear. I work for art. I prepare myself for rehearsals like I would for marriage. I was always too mature for my age - and not very happy. I had no young friends. I wish I could go back to those days. If I could only live it all again, how I would play and enjoy other girls. What a fool I was. I will not be sued! I have the voice of an angel! | 
