There's only one sort of natural blonde on earth - albinos. If I'm a star, then the people made me a star. What do I wear in bed? Why, Chanel No. 5, of course. Dogs never bite me. Just humans. Some people have been unkind. If I say I want to grow as an actress, they look at my figure. If I say I want to develop, to learn my craft, they laugh. Somehow they don't expect me to be serious about my work. Hollywood is a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul. If I play a stupid girl, and ask a stupid question, I've got to follow it through. What am I supposed to do, look intelligent? An actress is not a machine, but they treat you like a machine. A money machine. I have too many fantasies to be a housewife. I guess I am a fantasy. Being a sex symbol is a heavy load to carry, especially when one is tired, hurt and bewildered. |