There's room for everybody on the planet to be creative and conscious if you are your own person. If you're trying to be like somebody else, then there is isn't. Anger is natural. It's part of the force. You just have to learn to hang out with it. Healing takes courage, and we all have courage, even if we have to dig a little to find it. I think all the boys that write the screaming stuff would write the best love songs.... because they have the most to hide. The guys that are in the most pain are usually the ones with the biggest hearts. I think you have to know who you are. Get to know the monster that lives in your soul, dive deep into your soul and explore it. If you can't create physical life, you find a life force. If that's in music, that's in music. I started to find this deep, primitive rhythm, and I started to move to it. And I held hands with sorrow, and I danced with her, and we giggled a bit. Many people lock a part of themselves away. It's a bit sacred. Adolescence is that time when I think, it can be- it's the cruelest place on Earth. It can really be heartless. Some people are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into your wounds to discover where your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin. Years go by will I still be waiting for somebody else to understand... sometimes I hear my voice and it's been here, silent all these years... |